8/24/2009
@ 8:03 PM<3
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blog moved! you know why? cos there is something wrong somehow in a way-.-'''
8/19/2009
@ 7:10 AM<3
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8/15/2009
@ 4:46 PM<3
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on Friday night, aaron, me and haoxiang went to watch "where got ghost?" it was hilarious but lame..haha aaron as usual laugh until so agitated and elbow me-.-''' haha..After that went to eat dinner and baby join us so i had really a great laugh=)
today, thank you baby for everything=) he helped my dad alot! By right he asked me to do it and just nice baby was here for dinner and so he settled everything for me nicely and sweet sweet...haha..and this morning he cooked breakfast for me and his mum...hehe it was delicious! muacksss..i just send him off and saw his backview leaving me further away. Somehow sense of sadness arouse in me all of the sudden. And he is so silly, no matter what he will always try to do everything for me..million thanks to you..
I can't live without you, baby.. and thank you:) lastly, happy 6th month:)
8/11/2009
@ 7:18 PM<3
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THANKS BABY for the sweet sweet sweet...haha so silly come and pass me that sweet then go back home...sorry unable to accompany you home for dinner =( you were alone for both lunch and dinner..should have ask me first ma...haha..then we can eat together instead of alone of our own...hehe..
AND i tried to cook claypot rice..it was not bad..haha but i had hard time cutting the chicken-.-''' haix...only cut half of the chicken and it was so gross..
PS: baby you look GREAT today...so much more refresh and handsome...hehe
8/09/2009
@ 1:58 PM<3
Forever, starting from now.
Mummy is the best in the world, she is understanding towards you, care about you, knows what you are thinking of...and she knows what is the best for you:)
PS:only some father is good not all...
8/08/2009
@ 5:46 PM<3
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Today was well spent with my mood swing!!! :D:D:D hahahaha...But we had a great night chat even the time is lesser than my mood swing, at least is something more memorable=)
Daytime accompany baby for shopping, buy new clothes for a new job a new start=) just that sometimes he said things unclear and without planning making me even more blur and then pissed, resulted in waste of time and money. I don't why everytime look at his eyes, my heart just soften...haha
And went to his house for pizza again!!! then chat chat with his mum...she has many many stories to tell me...haha i am always the listener cos i love to listen...then he send me home and we had a meaningful chat to end the day with=)
PS: I love you and miss you now!!!
8/07/2009
@ 4:56 PM<3
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Interviews finished. NO EXPERIENCE, NEVER TAKE VIDEO PRODUCTION but having interviews at PRODUCTION COMPANIES! what an internship for me! Anyway hope to learn more things there if i can get into one of the companies:)
Today having farewell dinner at sooma for baby because is his last day there...haha one of his friends is really funny make me laugh non-stop! And thanks baby for accompany me to the 2nd interview today:D
PS:baby I don't think using promoter, waitress in resume is not good enough, it is simple and easy to understand. Using some very high class term is just very extra after all the job is still the same...
8/06/2009
@ 3:39 PM<3
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everything settled, the printer and internet sharing all done:D:D
Baby is the best!!! thank you=)
And i really really love you..
You know i do...Can't compare to the universe cos is beyond that..hee
Wish me luck for the interviews tmr =)
8/04/2009
@ 3:47 PM<3
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woohoo!!!laptop and desktop are done with reformating and all thanks to baby! poor him had to rush down from work to help me settle internet and router problem, it tortures him for like 2 days..haha I know he is tired=( i feel so bad. And my house living room that damn tiles burst or explode, happened for many times and this time was the most serious one. so my dad was home early yesterday to settle that problem, i am like so busy move all the things to the kitchen and bedroom and had to answer all those calls from varies companies asked me down for an interview. lucky baby was there when i need him or rather my dad needs him to move all those super heavy things. oh gosh he was suppose to be there settle the internet problem, end up helping my dad...i feel bad once again..he was so tired and i feel tired too after cleaning up.
haha i must really really thanks baby being there to help out in my house despite that he is super tired from work already. what more can i say?? hehe...
PS: baobao is always the best and only one:)
8/03/2009
@ 6:26 AM<3
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So i cooked for baby again..OMG it was so terrible! Firstly, i use tablespoon instead of teaspoon amount of salt and sugar but i didn't put alot, it was so salty! my godness! HORRIBLE DINNER...haha i wanted to thanks baby for helping me to reformat my laptop as well as repair my desktop...who knows the dinner turns out to be so terrible...he dun want hurt me so he said was not bad...haha he normally eat very plain one and that dinner was so salty...he still finished it...haha sorry baby....oh ya and the pork ribs not fully cooked! He still eat it, so scared later he got stomachache..
till this morning, i wanted to drink tea then i add abit of sugar in it..when i drink it, it was so salty! know what that container contains salt not sugar!!!! omg i didn't know cos last time it was contain sugar...=( i had to pour away my salty tea...now i know why it was so salty....how blur can i be???? so shitty lor...haha...
anyway, the moe interview should be on 3rd aug which is today but no news from them...haix...
7/30/2009
@ 4:40 PM<3
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GOOD NEWS!!! BABY IS GETTING BETTER AND HE GOT THE AUDIO ENGINEERING JOB!!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR HIM!! He gets to do what he loves to do..THAT IS SO GREAT! WOOHOO!!! CONGRATS!! i think i am more happy than him...like finally...
Alright celebrated his mum's birthday!! We wanted to surprise her with a cake but she is so smart that she knew it.. haha she is still happy today cos uncle bought her flower... all women love flower, not everyday but sometimes:)
aiyo why there is no news from NP AND MOE ar???? monday is the interview ald leh and i am so nervous about it....haix:(
7/29/2009
@ 5:53 PM<3
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JESPER ZENG!!! You must get well alright=)
I need you to be by my side,
I need your encouragement,
I love your surprises each time,
I love your planning for each date,
I love your romance for me,
I love to share your stories and other things,
I love chatting with you,
I love your sweet talk, somehow it just melt my heart,
I love to be hold by you when i am moody or happy,
I love the way you know what i am thinking when i kept quiet,
I love the way you looked at me,
I love the way you cheer me up,
I love the way you assured me each time,
I love the way you put your lips on mine,
I love the way you give in to me always,
I love your super good temper and patience,
I love the way you hold my hands tight,
I love the way you hug me,
I love the way you played guitar for me,
I love the way you played your drum,
I love everything you have done for me,
I love the way you said " I love you darling" .
I will pray hard for you to get well, baby:)
@ 3:07 PM<3
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I am so worried...baby is not getting any better:(
I am so afraid is swine flu:(
praying and hoping that everything is fine....
7/27/2009
@ 5:10 PM<3
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I LOVE LIFE! I am a human after all so of course there will be emotions and everything. Sometimes i am just expressing my feelings out, and i still treasure my life to the maxi! I am happy that at least i am healthy, health is really very important to everyone. I saw some video clips on teenagers or kids having cancer, is like at the last stage cos the virus spread throughout the whole body, no cure at all. I really admired them being so brave just like an angel, they love their live though they knew that they might just go off anytime. I felt so shameful when i saw how they make their life so meaningful, they never say die till the last breath.
And there was this little girl who was borned without face...can you imagine? actually nothing is impossible in this world...she was so poor thing, she gone through 14 operations since birth just to have a mouth with her tongue stuck out and 2 eyes. she looks like an alien honestly, she had to eat through a tube connected to her stomach or throat. Her parents never give her up and she love her life too. she was such a precious to the people around her. We should love our life too.
We do have ups and downs in our life but at least we are healthy. We have more chances and time to do what we want and what we can do but they can't. Life is really unpredictable, who knows we might just die tomorrow? I am not afraid to say that i scared of death, i thought i was really going to die during that san xie trip bus accident. Even if you are poor so what? you are healthy, you can earn money to provide yourself, don't have to be super rich.
Whereas the healthy people just take health for granted including myself, alright so far i have never do anything meaningful during my 20 years. Perhaps we can't be in their shoes to understand how much they had gone through, but i know they love and live their life to the fullest. This really helps me to reflect on many things, i guess i should start thinking for my future and keep myself healthy always. Being rich is not the best in the world, being healthy is the richest thing in the universe...haha..
I think i am really more fortunate than many people out there...I should do something meaningful though:)
@ 10:33 AM<3
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今天下雨了望出去门口
一直等等等
电梯没有停
心好像冷了
所以泪流下
感觉是进退两难
相信是自己的问题
应该清醒了....
想看到你,想照顾你,却没有你。
下雨天总给人家一种很悲伤的感觉。
hope you are alright, take a good rest and get well soon baby....
7/26/2009
@ 5:32 PM<3
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YAY!!! finally the blogger format is alright already...hee so yesterday spend the almost whole day with baby..accompany him to funan bought some stuff then went to vivo walked around and slack instead of west coast and stay there enjoy the sea breeze and all...next time perhaps!!! too inconvenient to go there...I was moody for most of the time:( due to weather and all...super hot lor and i can't stand it..I missed the chance of eating ice cream with baby sweetly and happily:( next time alright? There must be something wrong with me or am i too free that's why i am so irritated by just minor thing haix....no more of this mood swing!!! go away plsssss....After all, we had a happy day:) muacksss thanks for giving in to me and being super understanding towards me...haha:)
AND today, baby's mum treat us to watch this Singapore Merlion competition...both Latin and standard...i never watch solo comp and girl and girl dance in a comp before...kinda of learnt something new...hee watching this make my feet so itchy that i want to wear my heels again and dance!!! anyone???? haha but i dun have partner now:( so bloody difficult to find one...haix...if i dance again hor need money leh...haix confused ar...anyway enjoyed my day with baby and auntie:)
maybe is my laptop or the connection..uploading photos is taking ages...go facebook if you want to see:)
PS: never be afraid bcos you have done enough:) iloveyou..
7/24/2009
@ 12:21 PM<3
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anyone know what the hell is wrong with the blogger???
7/23/2009
@ 1:32 PM<3
Forever, starting from now.
Happiness gives you tears
Sadness gives you tears
Helpless gives you tears
What else? more to come....
7/21/2009
@ 3:52 AM<3
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Keep my pain away =)
"Life is hard. we have to experience. Life is harsh, we have to be realistic. Life is cold, but thank god, i found you. You let me experience gentleness, ease and warmth. The eclipse was over and light shone again".
All right reserved:)
7/20/2009
@ 5:21 PM<3
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I cooked dinner for baby=) haha like very last minute walked past shop and save and decided to cook dinner myself..then i asked him "want to come my house for dinner"? then he straightaway agreed and called his dad keep apologizing for not going home for dinner then his dad was saying they have been waiting for him to be home=( i felt so guilty... haix..no more this kind of last minute thingy...haix=(
but anyway, i am glad that he enjoyed it..haha learnt from his mum...haha...got the urge to try when auntie teach me...haha=) erm...not very nice but still edible...haha...i will improve next time...
This silly guy always tried to make me a happy girl no matter how tired he is...he always give more than 100% in our relationship...And i appreciated that too AND I LOVE YOU BABY=)
7/19/2009
@ 4:09 PM<3
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After so long and i worked today....we all got cheated even the ICs...haha they simply told us is a very simple job..WHO KNOWS!!!! SO CHAOTIC the whole lucky plaza! 1 manpower is definitely NOT ENOUGH! It happens that we are all newbies in this area so at the start very blur...so so so busy the whole day so so so many maid queueing up for the premium $4...even a Singaporean UNCLE WHO SIMPLY WAS EARNING MONEY OUT OF SINGTEL PREPAID CARD YET HE IS THERE MAKING NOISE THAT HE IS BUYING SO MANY CARDS FROM US YET WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH STOCKS FOR HIM! NOBODY ASK HIM TO BUY AT LEAST 200 CARDS! HE IS GOING TO RESELL THE CARDS! He said alot of other things MAKE ME SO IRRITATED feel like giving him a slap and ask him to shut his mouth up! He really spoilt my day, i am so busy attending to all the customers a long queue, there he is making SO MUCH NOISE! KEEP RUSHING ME KEEP SAYING LAST TIME THAT PROMOTER BETTER, YOU NEW ONE EVERYTHING DON'T KNOW! HE EVEN SCOLD MY IC SAYING WHY YOU NEVER HELP HER, SHE SO BUSY..TMD HIM! EVEN PEOPLE ASK ME QUESTIONS ALSO CANNOT, FORCED THEM TO SHUT UP! WHERE THE HELL GOT THIS KIND OF PEOPLE?HE STILL SAID THAT I AM STUBBORN DON'T WANT TO GIVE HIM THE CARD! SHIT HIM LOR SO I AM SUPPOSE TO SERVE HIM ONLY LA, TREAT THE REST TRANSPARENT LA! HE STILL SAID VERY HUNGRY AR ASK ME FASTER! GO EAT SHIT LO OR DIE OF HUNGER ALSO CAN EVEN SAY NO MONEY! NO MONEY STILL CAN BUY SO MANY CARDS. NOBODY ASK HIM TO BUY SO MANY CARDS, NOBODY ASK HIM TO BE SO GREEDY, IN FACT NO BODY CAN FORCE HIM TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT HIMSELF. EVEN THE MAID FINDS HIM IRRITATING! THE ONLY PERSON THAT HE SCARED OF IS THAT LADY BOSS...THEN HE SAW ME ANGRY ALREADY, HE PRETEND TO BE GOOD, AFTER FEW MINUTES, HE MAKE NOISE AGAIN. SERIOUSLY THINK HE GOT MENTAL PROBLEM SHOULD JUST GO SEE DOCTOR! ASK HIM GO OTHER STALLS, DON'T WANT! REALLY SHIT HIM LOR DIE DIE MUST BE AT MY SPACE THERE...I THINK HE SEE ME GIVE IN TO HIM SO HE STAY THERE BULLY ME LOR...IF I AM A CUSTOMER TOO, I WILL JUST SCOLD HIM WHATEVER I WANT...
NEVER EVER WANT TO SEE THIS UNCLE AGAIN! want to know more details one, ASK ME! and i don't mind repeating...haha
And after work, baby came to pick me up!!! haha so sweet my love! haha poor him had to wait for 2 hours cos the debriefing took very long time...and that make my day alot better...haha..keep venting my anger on that uncle to him...haha make him feel so angry at that uncle too...really lo i never want to see him again in my life!
7/17/2009
@ 4:17 AM<3
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YAY!! i went to sooma cafe have lunch with him then we went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince....haha no comments on it...But i am sure those big fan of harry potter one will love it...haha.. after that dinner steamboat...the soup was nice:) he was so tired after his work lo then after steamboat quickly go home then saw Aaron on the mrt...haha chat chat until jurong east...haha i think baby can sleep on the spot lo...haha whole body ache...haix...today is Friday! he can rest tomorrow already...so happy for him...
i know is a quite normal date but to me is a special one:)
I love you:)