7/30/2009
@ 4:40 PM<3
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GOOD NEWS!!! BABY IS GETTING BETTER AND HE GOT THE AUDIO ENGINEERING JOB!!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR HIM!! He gets to do what he loves to do..THAT IS SO GREAT! WOOHOO!!! CONGRATS!! i think i am more happy than him...like finally...
Alright celebrated his mum's birthday!! We wanted to surprise her with a cake but she is so smart that she knew it.. haha she is still happy today cos uncle bought her flower... all women love flower, not everyday but sometimes:)
aiyo why there is no news from NP AND MOE ar???? monday is the interview ald leh and i am so nervous about it....haix:(
7/29/2009
@ 5:53 PM<3
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JESPER ZENG!!! You must get well alright=)
I need you to be by my side,
I need your encouragement,
I love your surprises each time,
I love your planning for each date,
I love your romance for me,
I love to share your stories and other things,
I love chatting with you,
I love your sweet talk, somehow it just melt my heart,
I love to be hold by you when i am moody or happy,
I love the way you know what i am thinking when i kept quiet,
I love the way you looked at me,
I love the way you cheer me up,
I love the way you assured me each time,
I love the way you put your lips on mine,
I love the way you give in to me always,
I love your super good temper and patience,
I love the way you hold my hands tight,
I love the way you hug me,
I love the way you played guitar for me,
I love the way you played your drum,
I love everything you have done for me,
I love the way you said " I love you darling" .
I will pray hard for you to get well, baby:)
@ 3:07 PM<3
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I am so worried...baby is not getting any better:(
I am so afraid is swine flu:(
praying and hoping that everything is fine....
7/27/2009
@ 5:10 PM<3
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I LOVE LIFE! I am a human after all so of course there will be emotions and everything. Sometimes i am just expressing my feelings out, and i still treasure my life to the maxi! I am happy that at least i am healthy, health is really very important to everyone. I saw some video clips on teenagers or kids having cancer, is like at the last stage cos the virus spread throughout the whole body, no cure at all. I really admired them being so brave just like an angel, they love their live though they knew that they might just go off anytime. I felt so shameful when i saw how they make their life so meaningful, they never say die till the last breath.
And there was this little girl who was borned without face...can you imagine? actually nothing is impossible in this world...she was so poor thing, she gone through 14 operations since birth just to have a mouth with her tongue stuck out and 2 eyes. she looks like an alien honestly, she had to eat through a tube connected to her stomach or throat. Her parents never give her up and she love her life too. she was such a precious to the people around her. We should love our life too.
We do have ups and downs in our life but at least we are healthy. We have more chances and time to do what we want and what we can do but they can't. Life is really unpredictable, who knows we might just die tomorrow? I am not afraid to say that i scared of death, i thought i was really going to die during that san xie trip bus accident. Even if you are poor so what? you are healthy, you can earn money to provide yourself, don't have to be super rich.
Whereas the healthy people just take health for granted including myself, alright so far i have never do anything meaningful during my 20 years. Perhaps we can't be in their shoes to understand how much they had gone through, but i know they love and live their life to the fullest. This really helps me to reflect on many things, i guess i should start thinking for my future and keep myself healthy always. Being rich is not the best in the world, being healthy is the richest thing in the universe...haha..
I think i am really more fortunate than many people out there...I should do something meaningful though:)
@ 10:33 AM<3
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今天下雨了望出去门口
一直等等等
电梯没有停
心好像冷了
所以泪流下
感觉是进退两难
相信是自己的问题
应该清醒了....
想看到你，想照顾你，却没有你。
下雨天总给人家一种很悲伤的感觉。
hope you are alright, take a good rest and get well soon baby....
7/26/2009
@ 5:32 PM<3
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YAY!!! finally the blogger format is alright already...hee so yesterday spend the almost whole day with baby..accompany him to funan bought some stuff then went to vivo walked around and slack instead of west coast and stay there enjoy the sea breeze and all...next time perhaps!!! too inconvenient to go there...I was moody for most of the time:( due to weather and all...super hot lor and i can't stand it..I missed the chance of eating ice cream with baby sweetly and happily:( next time alright? There must be something wrong with me or am i too free that's why i am so irritated by just minor thing haix....no more of this mood swing!!! go away plsssss....After all, we had a happy day:) muacksss thanks for giving in to me and being super understanding towards me...haha:)
AND today, baby's mum treat us to watch this Singapore Merlion competition...both Latin and standard...i never watch solo comp and girl and girl dance in a comp before...kinda of learnt something new...hee watching this make my feet so itchy that i want to wear my heels again and dance!!! anyone???? haha but i dun have partner now:( so bloody difficult to find one...haix...if i dance again hor need money leh...haix confused ar...anyway enjoyed my day with baby and auntie:)
maybe is my laptop or the connection..uploading photos is taking ages...go facebook if you want to see:)
PS: never be afraid bcos you have done enough:) iloveyou..
7/24/2009
@ 12:21 PM<3
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anyone know what the hell is wrong with the blogger???
7/23/2009
@ 1:32 PM<3
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Happiness gives you tears
Sadness gives you tears
Helpless gives you tears
What else? more to come....
7/21/2009
@ 3:52 AM<3
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Keep my pain away =)
"Life is hard. we have to experience. Life is harsh, we have to be realistic. Life is cold, but thank god, i found you. You let me experience gentleness, ease and warmth. The eclipse was over and light shone again".
All right reserved:)
7/20/2009
@ 5:21 PM<3
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I cooked dinner for baby=) haha like very last minute walked past shop and save and decided to cook dinner myself..then i asked him "want to come my house for dinner"? then he straightaway agreed and called his dad keep apologizing for not going home for dinner then his dad was saying they have been waiting for him to be home=( i felt so guilty... haix..no more this kind of last minute thingy...haix=(
but anyway, i am glad that he enjoyed it..haha learnt from his mum...haha...got the urge to try when auntie teach me...haha=) erm...not very nice but still edible...haha...i will improve next time...
This silly guy always tried to make me a happy girl no matter how tired he is...he always give more than 100% in our relationship...And i appreciated that too AND I LOVE YOU BABY=)
7/19/2009
@ 4:09 PM<3
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After so long and i worked today....we all got cheated even the ICs...haha they simply told us is a very simple job..WHO KNOWS!!!! SO CHAOTIC the whole lucky plaza! 1 manpower is definitely NOT ENOUGH! It happens that we are all newbies in this area so at the start very blur...so so so busy the whole day so so so many maid queueing up for the premium $4...even a Singaporean UNCLE WHO SIMPLY WAS EARNING MONEY OUT OF SINGTEL PREPAID CARD YET HE IS THERE MAKING NOISE THAT HE IS BUYING SO MANY CARDS FROM US YET WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH STOCKS FOR HIM! NOBODY ASK HIM TO BUY AT LEAST 200 CARDS! HE IS GOING TO RESELL THE CARDS! He said alot of other things MAKE ME SO IRRITATED feel like giving him a slap and ask him to shut his mouth up! He really spoilt my day, i am so busy attending to all the customers a long queue, there he is making SO MUCH NOISE! KEEP RUSHING ME KEEP SAYING LAST TIME THAT PROMOTER BETTER, YOU NEW ONE EVERYTHING DON'T KNOW! HE EVEN SCOLD MY IC SAYING WHY YOU NEVER HELP HER, SHE SO BUSY..TMD HIM! EVEN PEOPLE ASK ME QUESTIONS ALSO CANNOT, FORCED THEM TO SHUT UP! WHERE THE HELL GOT THIS KIND OF PEOPLE?HE STILL SAID THAT I AM STUBBORN DON'T WANT TO GIVE HIM THE CARD! SHIT HIM LOR SO I AM SUPPOSE TO SERVE HIM ONLY LA, TREAT THE REST TRANSPARENT LA! HE STILL SAID VERY HUNGRY AR ASK ME FASTER! GO EAT SHIT LO OR DIE OF HUNGER ALSO CAN EVEN SAY NO MONEY! NO MONEY STILL CAN BUY SO MANY CARDS. NOBODY ASK HIM TO BUY SO MANY CARDS, NOBODY ASK HIM TO BE SO GREEDY, IN FACT NO BODY CAN FORCE HIM TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT HIMSELF. EVEN THE MAID FINDS HIM IRRITATING! THE ONLY PERSON THAT HE SCARED OF IS THAT LADY BOSS...THEN HE SAW ME ANGRY ALREADY, HE PRETEND TO BE GOOD, AFTER FEW MINUTES, HE MAKE NOISE AGAIN. SERIOUSLY THINK HE GOT MENTAL PROBLEM SHOULD JUST GO SEE DOCTOR! ASK HIM GO OTHER STALLS, DON'T WANT! REALLY SHIT HIM LOR DIE DIE MUST BE AT MY SPACE THERE...I THINK HE SEE ME GIVE IN TO HIM SO HE STAY THERE BULLY ME LOR...IF I AM A CUSTOMER TOO, I WILL JUST SCOLD HIM WHATEVER I WANT...
NEVER EVER WANT TO SEE THIS UNCLE AGAIN! want to know more details one, ASK ME! and i don't mind repeating...haha
And after work, baby came to pick me up!!! haha so sweet my love! haha poor him had to wait for 2 hours cos the debriefing took very long time...and that make my day alot better...haha..keep venting my anger on that uncle to him...haha make him feel so angry at that uncle too...really lo i never want to see him again in my life!
7/17/2009
@ 4:17 AM<3
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YAY!! i went to sooma cafe have lunch with him then we went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince....haha no comments on it...But i am sure those big fan of harry potter one will love it...haha.. after that dinner steamboat...the soup was nice:) he was so tired after his work lo then after steamboat quickly go home then saw Aaron on the mrt...haha chat chat until jurong east...haha i think baby can sleep on the spot lo...haha whole body ache...haix...today is Friday! he can rest tomorrow already...so happy for him...
i know is a quite normal date but to me is a special one:)
I love you:)
7/15/2009
@ 5:23 PM<3
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I am so excited!!! cos i will be having dinner with baby tomorrow!!! I have no idea why...but baby's reaction was very normal-.-''' he said cos he needs to work tomorrow so his mood all gone...haha oh ya and he wanted to surprise me yesterday but failed...so he wanted to surprise me today by coming to my house without letting me know but still i guess he is coming...wahahaha the thought of that is greatly appreciated:) haha.....
I can't imagine we didn't see each other for 4 months!! OMG!! we see each other through that LCD screen almost everyday though....haha...i always tried to be at my laptop so that i can skype with you and you tried your best to be at your computer after work...and didn't really go out and have fun:( all you did was to skype with me....NOW we can see each other in real person maybe not that often but that feeling is better than facing a LCD screen...haha..
I cleaned my house today, not whole house but is like here and there ar...thanks baby for surprising me end up helping me...haha we throw bags bags bags of rubbish and books away...so dusty and dirty..looks like didn't clean for years years years...erm...haha i think my mum clean it at least once a year? haha...feel so great after cleaning...
Please take care alright...don't fall sick because of damn dust and me:(
rest more!!!
7/14/2009
@ 5:00 AM<3
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woohoo...actually nothing to blog about...haha..waiting waiting waiting...haix i hate to wait and hate to spend my precious time to wait for the call for interview...i am so nervous! aiyo i dunno what to prepare for it:( enjoy my holiday first....
i think i am becoming like a housewife...sweep floor, wash dishes, mop floor, clean here and there wash clothes and dry it and fold it...woohoo later going with bff to dance just nice that she is off today...see see look look...haha yah!!! can see them again!!! i miss my darlings=(
7/13/2009
@ 8:01 AM<3
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Initially I am in a very good mood today until this whoever shit called " APPLE AKA MEI YUN" using 98467827 to sms me last night saying that is her number, my bf told me just ignored it alright so he deleted the sms.
Now she sms me again asking me going down today?
then i was like HUH go where ?
then she replied go training lor.
then i asked what training?
she said speed stamina etc.
Then i called her, she picked up and said hello then silence.
then i called again she never pick up.
called again she off it or maybe change sim card? I have no idea...
i dunno who is this girl but please dun waste your sms even if your smses are free one or you can't finish using it. And if you dare to sms me with all the rubbish why don't dare to speak to me? Afraid that i will find out your true identity? oh please dun be so stupid alright:)
but if you want to play with me, ON ar i tell you i am super free now:)
anyone knows that number please contact me! thanks=)
I find that number super familiar....i just dun want to jump into any conclusion...
@ 6:45 AM<3
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I just drank hot peach tea which baby bought for me even before i came back...haha i like i like so nice:) PLUS my eczema is getting better:D:D:D
"Moonlight shone down on the floor, it was the only light at night. It casted a shadow who looked just like me, but still i feel so lonely. Walking down the empty street, it was not as empty as it seem, because you are always in my mind, beautiful, caring and kind." Isn't he sweet? :)
That is how i felt in the past too lonely and sad...
now no more, future as well:) cos i have you in my arms baby...
7/11/2009
@ 5:09 PM<3
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BACK from the doctor...i had this stubborn eczema which will come and go...haix i have to be careful of what i eat, air ect and dunno whatever shit...right now i can't eat seafood and spicy food and peanut:( i just ate a packet of peanut no wonder it gets worse-.-''' i don't really fancy peanut just that i am hungry at that moment...haix skin too sensitive already but it started like few years ago...I must live a healthy lifestyle now, sleep sufficiently, eat plainly....i can only prevent it lor cannot cure it...even facial wash all those have to be plain too...now my NIVEA and FOLLOW ME all cannot use already lor waste money cos the nivea still very full! I had to rot at home for the time being...
And today went out with baby and his mom, firstly went to buy auntie's computer then we went to eat sakae sushi and watch "ice aged 3" if i didn't remember wrongly the title. Auntie treats us everything! haha thank you so much!!! Always enjoyed listening to auntie's stories:) then my parents wanted baby to come over for dinner..and so he went home and is bathing now while i am blogging...haha... what a nice day....
For the first time in my life that i teared because of happiness...
thank you baby for making my life like a life and a life that i wanted:)
7/10/2009
@ 9:39 AM<3
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hates skin irritation!come and go and it continues...
super itchy! super uncomfortable...
i can't imagine that i can bear with it for so many months!
stupid shit this month one is extremely unbearable!
how i wish it can just disappear forever like right now at this minute!
Don't ever come to me again!
7/05/2009
@ 8:08 PM<3
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Alright finally can use blogspot!!! Back on Saturday and went out with baby for whole of Sunday mostly at my house rest, quite tired...suppose to attend Desmond's 21st birthday but somehow i think he is busy so he forgot to msg me the details and so i didn't go...SORRY:(
PHOTOS
he gave me a surprise:) so pretty!!!
the next day he came to pick me up:)
And he brought me to eat my favourite MEESIAM!! super nice lor:)
SATISFIED FACE:D
see driving dun want to concentrate-.-''' haha still pose lor..muacks!!
this one seems serious ar...seriously i dun dare to disturb him while he is driving...haha
After lunch, he brought me to tea party!!! the old grey white tea is special...the scone not bad too:)
old grey white tea....
soon i think going to become super fat...
taken at the tea party too..we tried many time lor..
this one is the nicest...haa still have others but
took super long to upload...
This silly guy rent a car just to bring me around and eat my favourite food...haha for dinner he brought me a super deserted place at Andrew road there...near Malaysia but is still in Singapore got a nice sea view...who knows it rains the whole day:( haha...we ate seafood!!! haha so happy cos i love seafood too...Anyway, the most important is that we can spend the time together, this is the most precious part, no matter what we do, we still do it together...i am so happy and blessed to have you back in my arms:)
thank you for everything....
